Well my darling John - I don't know how I've got through the last 2 years since you passed away. I must be stronger than I thought! I've had 3 major life changes in that 2 years - losing you my treasured husband, moving home and having a serious accident so I must be a tough old bird!!! I couldn't have done it without our fantastic family, our old friends and my new friends. I try to keep busy and I can always find somebody to do something with, but it's not having that special someone to do nothing with that hurts so much. I have so many people to support me but I still feel so alone without you in my life. It is lovely to see so many comments on this tribute that I set up in your honour and memory. Some people who had only met you once or twice, your sister Lynn who you didn't know about, our old neighbourly friends and our family have all put their thoughts on. It's somewhere I can look at and read all their thoughts about you - you were so special to so many and we all miss your lovely sense of fun. Until we meet again my darling - RIP - keep looking over us - all my love always - Anne xxxxxxxxxxxxx