I will only be updating Anne's Journal from time to time as I now have started my paper journal called MY NEW LIFE and dedicated it to you my darling John. I write in it when I do something new that I think you'd like to know about and how I feel about it. You are ALWAYS in my thoughts and life without you is horrible - I miss you so much and want my old life back with you! By the way darling - that bright star is still shining above our home! I truly believe it's you watching over me.