Dad, I often come on here when I am thinking about you just to look at the pictures and remember the happy times. I find it difficult to express my own thoughts and feelings and remain strong for Mum, it is especially hard this time of year remembering the pain you were going through last year. There seems to be so much going on and I wish the time back to a few years ago when times were so different! It is hard to believe a year has passed by and Martin and I have been trying to sort through your garages and tools in preparation for Mum moving. I cant believe how much stuff you had, oh how you loved to spend, now I know where I get it from! You have so many tools that I could have used over recent years, although some I dont even know what they do, a lot which you had never even used yourself and probably forgot you even had! I have been round with the kids every weekend the last few weeks for them to use the pool and it is looking stunning. Martin is working hard to keep it crystal clear! We have had some beautiful weather and it is so lovely when the sun is shining, it is going to be very hard when the time comes to leave your beautiful home that you worked so hard on. I know Mum has found it too much recently and it is the right thing for her to do but I do worry for her. There is something very calming and peaceful about your garden and I do hope the sun shines down on us next weekend for your memorial day that Mum has worked very hard on. Forever in my thoughts, Graham xxxx