I don't know how I've survived the last 15 months without you my darling. I've such a loving family who I know all miss you so much and so many friends both old and new but I feel so alone!! You were my reason to live and are in my heart and head all the time. I know you would want me to get on with my life but it's so hard without you. I often wonder if there is a heaven and you are watching me in the afterlife and know what's going on down here - I sincerely hope so. My new bungalow is coming on nicely and I hope to be in by the end of September. Thank you for choosing me to be your wife and lifelong partner - we had a lovely life and it's the wonderful memories of our special love that keep me going each day. Until we're together again my darling. All my love - Anne xxxxxxxxxxx