Happy Christmas darling - this is the fourth year without you here and I still miss you so much. You LOVED this time of the year when all the family got together. I had a lovely day with Brian's family and they made me feel very welcome but it did seem strange not seeing any of my own family. They are just like our family and love a get together and his grandchildren are about the same ages as ours. Looking forward to spending a family day at Louise's today and will miss Helen, Jessica and Madeline as they are on the cruise ship that Jessica is working on. Keep everyone safe and healthy - until we meet again darling. Love you always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx