I have been thinking about you and Grandad a lot the last few weeks. Grandads house completed today which is a relief but it feels very sad that is the end of a long chapter of our family life. It was very sad when Mum moved out of Riversdale but Feltham Hill Road had lots of memories of when we were children, particularly with the sprinklers in the garden! This time last year Grandad was so very poorly and it does upset me and reminds me of how poorly you were the last few months of your life as well. I so feel we need a break, the last few years it just seems to have been one thing after another and now with Margaret poorly I feel life has been very unfair to us. I tell myself there are people so much worst off and we should be thankful for what we have, lets hope the money we have from Grandads house will help us all move on and make life a little easier......It is Marias birthday tomorrow and she doesnt say much about how she feels, but I know exactly what she is going through and putting a brave face on for everyone esle so I have arranged a suprise get together with all Margarets family for her. I just pray there will still be lots more....Always in my thoughts Dad xxxxxx