Macmillan Cancer Coffee Morning. It's 2 years and 4 months today since you died and I held another coffee morning today and raised £500 and donations are still coming in. I am who I am today because of my wonderful life with you darling. I don't know how I've survived this life on my own and although I try to keep busy I'm so lonely and miss you so much. You are constantly in my thoughts day and night and I talk to you and about you all the time. I'm having 1-1 personal training now to try and strengthen my back and get me back to normal since my accident and I'm determined to do without my stick and hopefully dance on my 70th birthday next year. Our family have given me so much support and I am so proud of them all and so would you be. Louise and Jason couldn't come to my coffee morning as they have taken Ryan to his home near the Sussex University where he will be studying Engineering for the next 3 years. Love you so much darling - until we meet again darling. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx