You are not here Dad, yet you are all around me. Pictures of you constantly pop up on my computer, and make me smile or cry a tear, but you are all around me in my many pictures and memories. I miss your voice so much though, the way you used to answer the phone, a special "hello", where you would roll the "H" and the "O". Your voice is still so strong in my memory and I hope will always stay that way. When you were ill in just those few months, I never really thought about what life would be like without you here. But I tell you Dad, it is not the same, and Mum misses you terribly. She is brave more than you would have ever imagined, but so lonely without you. God bless you Dad. x