I have logged on here so many times to write something and every time I do I read it and end up in tears and can never write anything. I hope that you will be very proud of me Dad as I have now given up smoking. I promised you that I would and I have. We all miss you so much, life is just so not fair that you had to go when you did. We all had so much more we wanted to do together as a family especially mum. Miss you so much Dad we all do and I know I never said it often to you but love you loads. xxxxxxxxxxxxxx