Life just isn't fair is it? My beloved John was very fit and loved and lived life to the full until he was diagnosed with cancer on 25 February 2008. He still had so much he wanted to do and couldn't accept he was not going to get better. John fought this terrible disease bravely until the end. We all miss him so much. It is inevitable that one of you has to die first but nobody knows what it's like until it happens to you - I certainly didn't!